On that day

15.06.2009

On that day , actually is really very normal day
but , something had made the normal day
Changed.

Monday ? the school re-open on that day
Gosh, that's kinda bad news for me
need to wake up early
and need to face my result x[

On that day , teacher gave us
Science - 67% [improve 7marks -.-]
BM paper 1 - 17/40 correct [im suck in BM]
Maths - 86% [gosh, actually can get 91 but careless mistake T.T]
Seni - 48% [damn it, drop until sangat teruk]

wat a SAD day for me
on that day i got 4paper which i dont think tat's good
AT ALL
next time must try harder ! study harder !! x]

on that day, i didnt go for my recess
bcuz im not hungry at all =]
hm..
min hui accompany me lepak here lepak there [ heart her !! ]

after recess, when i step into my class
i saw got alot ppl rounded dunno siapa there
gossip-ing something there
at first,
im not interested

then when i wanna go back my seat
i saw a "box" which inside got a teddy bear
at first, i just ignored it
i put at other sit

then shannon , fiona, v-zone, and alot ppl
go around me
and said
" wei, that's for u wan , got ppl giv u wan larh ! "

and ofcuz , i dont blieve at all
"yea larh, yea larh, dont play d , giv back to ppl larh! that's not mine k ? dont simply take ppl thing ! "
i said

"what larh ! got ppl really give u wan larh ! Shi Meng give u wan !"
"yea la, yea la, stop bullshiting"
"u dont blieve ? u go ask shi meng lar"
"Nah, dont trying to fooling around with me -.-"
"still dont blieve ar ? okie, i ask shi meng come"
"i just wan2 tell u , that's not mine, and that's all ! giv bak to ppl ! "

Shi Meng came bside me seat there
and trying to tell me "something" =.=
gosh, at the momment
got alot of ppl rounded me and him =.=

and still , i still dont blieve he is the one who give me
until he tell me ,
only i blieve it

"this, teddy bear, im really the one who give u de"
"hmm, yea? okie, thanks then ? anything ?"
"emm, just......."
"i know u wont give me the present for no reason"
"kk, wat i wan2 say is since u know i like u last year, u didnt really talk with me d, and they all thought im "useless" ( i think is tat, didnt really heard that ), and today i wan2 tell u , im not"
"hmm , okie, continue ? "
"wei, shi meng ! cepat say la, so *lo so* " ( those guys shouting -.- )
"kk FINE ! , kar yen .. "
"hmm, mind i say first ?"
"sure sure sure"
"ok , im really kinda appreciate wat u gave me . If u give me this as a friend , im seriously very happy and appreciate it. But if u give me other meaning than that, sorry i really cant take it. "
"hmm. kk , this can be give u as a friend "
"really ? okie then, thanks! "
"kk" ( and he left... )

im SO SO SO sorry and guitly about that
and i know.
i hurt him.

im sorry.

im seriously cant accept a guy who i hav no feeling at all
and yet,i dont want him be the second one.
im happy with the present
but, if u want it back
i'll give u back
and let u give the person u really like =]
i hope u really can put down what had happened on tat day

Look at the bright side
Put Down ur sadness and Let it go
u can see more beautiful and happy world

nothing is impossible =]
hope u can fine better one !
u still my friend =]
4eva.