She is still Sky.

Today. is the day to take PMR result
All the people sure very nervous and wanting to know their result.
very badly.
included me.

i was very nervous too.
then i go take my result.
all the people took their result.
don't dare to look at it.
same as i do.

i was praying very hard.
hope that i can get a result.
a very very normal result.

but, then i look at my result.
i was shocked.
definately shocked.

2A - Maths and Science
5B - Bi, Bm, Bc, Kh and Geo
1C - Sej

ABC, i get all of them.
Geo KH, Bi and BC.
i was really really shocked i didnt get A for it.
And Sej, i thought i can get at least B for it.
but at the end.
i get a C for it.

i was really really.

Omg, i was speechless.
i was, feel like crying that time.
keep on control myself at first.

Until i told minhui, and we go other place
where there's nobody there.
i only Cry out.
cry out really really
-badly
-hurtly
-painfully

*min, thanks for accompany*
*if not, i'll dont even dare to cry*


I really really did try to control myself.
but my emotion can't stop the feeling.
i called my 2nd sister.
she was shocked.
all my family

-shocked
-shocked
-shocked.

they also didn't expect i get this kind of lousy result
same do i.

i was really really sad.
i don't hate my result.
i don't hate anyone.

but, myself.

while i was blogging this topic.
my tears drop none stop.

while blogging.
i was chatting with Kuay yee and Yong Yee too.
they keep comfort me.
really thanks for that.
really appreciate that too.

And, Haw yu.
i know u may think
i'll be very angry since like last time i did that to u
i was really sorry that time.
but now, it's my problem. not u (:

U tried to let me to chill down myself.
i consider that, so u didn't talk to me.
u want to leave me alone.
but actually i need u beside me very self-fishly ?
LOL. SORRY ARH
but,still.
thanks, really thanks.

Kienyi,
we're the same.
both of us was get almost the same suckie result.
and we both scolded by parents too.

i don't know how am i gonna stay at home after blogging.
my dad may keep nagging me or scold me.
that's really really bad if he really scold me.

Stop crying, Stop crying.
STOP !

i stop crying, but smiling (:
Smile , look at the bright side.

2day, have a Event.
but i dont think i can go.
even i wanna go too.

maybe my mum will be very very angry
don't let me go anywhere.
i consider her feeling.
some message to my mum.
mummy, u may didn't read this.

i dont dare to tell u face to face.
so, i just write something here.
u may cant read it, but i told u true my heart.

im sorry mum.
i really had put effort on it.
but that's not enough.
u sure very disappointed.
and i know.

Everything u did for me.
U said im always useless from others.
im always stupid from others.
sometimes i was really pissed.
but i know u just trying to make myself work harder
to show u , IM NOT!
im really very appreciate.
thanks mum.

Thanks to my All Best friend too.
Who comfort me.

At First, after take the result.
i was Changed alot.
i turn very fastly.
i changed to be silent at the moment.

But now, Have to tell u guys
I'll not gonna changed to be SAD after blogging this !
but still the same (;
Sky still SKY.
All sadness will be just end at here.

Hapiness always Inside my heart (:

the one who very sampat
who always entertain people.
The one, who wont change.
SKY's HERE !
Hurray for me please? (;

Enjoy.